Grace: Who I’ve Been, Who I’m Not, And Who God is Anyway

“I therefore, the prisoner of the Lord, beseech you that ye walk worthy of the vocation wherewith ye are called.”
               -Ephesians 4:1
I wish I could say that walking worthy of my calling is one of the things I do best. I wish I could say I’ve mastered the art of being Christ’s ambassador and that I exemplify Christianity perfectly day in and day out. I wish I had fewer faults, less fear, and greater boldness to speak the truth as it ought to be spoken. I suppose even the godliest Christians among us share some of these same desires and weaknesses, but I’m confident that, at the moment I was saved, I went from being the chief of sinners to the most unworthy of God’s children.
 
But although I’m absolutely undeserving of my God and His goodness, I realize that to spend my time wallowing in guilt or self-pity creates far more problems than it solves. According to 1 Corinthians 6:11, I have been washed, sanctified, and justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of God Himself. Why then should I spend any time second-guessing what God has assured me of through His Word? The only byproduct of this kind of pseudo-humility is that we become unfruitful in our service to the One we feel so unworthy of, thus robbing Him of the glory He alone is due (John 15:8).
 
Instead of despairing over who we’ve been and who we still aren’t, I believe God calls us to rejoice in the good work He has begun in our lives as Christians and praise Him for providing grace enough to ensure its completion (Philippians 1:6). That’s not to say I should abandon the pursuit of greater Godliness, something Paul called “profitable unto all things” in 1 Timothy 4:8, but I must be careful to recognize that no amount of personal righteousness could ever make me worthy of Christ; I should instead value holiness as an avenue to deeper intimacy with God and, most of all, as a means of bringing Him glory. Anyone who discounts the need for purity before God at all has essentially “trodden under foot the Son of God, and hath counted the blood of the covenant, wherewith he was sanctified, an unholy thing, and hath done despite unto the Spirit of grace” and will most certainly not inherit the kingdom of God (Hebrews 10:26-29; 1 Corinthians 6:9)
“This is a faithful saying, and worthy of all acceptation, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners; of whom I am chief.”
               -1 Timothy 1:15
There’s no disputing the fact that we all fall short of the glory of God by nature (Romans 3:23). The question is this: how do you choose to look at your present failures? Do you look at them as evidence of a hopeless circumstance, or do you instead delight in the grace of God and thank Him for extending the reach of His saving arm to you regardless of your shortcomings? Faith in God is more than merely believing in Him and what He will do; it’s also learning to trust and believe in what He’s already done.

Reality Check

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A few Sundays ago I drove to a local park located just a few minutes from our home. The lookout tower there provides a spectacular view of the landscape for miles in every direction, so I brought my Bible and climbed to the top.
 
As you would imagine, my devotion there consisted of much more than just reading a few chapters of Scripture. Between verses I took time to enjoy the constant breeze blowing in from the north and did my best to take in the simple beauty of God’s creation before the sun finished setting off to my right. It was one of those moments when all my problems and worries seemed to melt away, and I couldn’t even begin to pray about those things without God hushing my spirit and reminding me, “Don’t think about that stuff right now; just enjoy this moment here with Me.”
 
I could see a small farmhouse in the distance, and suddenly it occurred to me that, of all the houses in my view, some no doubt housed families stricken by divorce, cancer, or the death of a loved one. Even though my life seemed perfect in that moment, it wasn’t, and neither was that of anybody else in the world. The world around me was still broken by sin and filled with hurting people and excruciating circumstances. I may have been 100 feet above all of my neighbors, but nobody is above their humanity.
 
Yet despite this realization, something told me life is about more than all of that. As I sat in awe of a landscape many thousands of years old, I caught a glimpse of eternity that put my temporary, earthly problems into perspective. Of course that’s not to say God doesn’t care about my health or finances. I believe He does, but it’s convicting to think we often allow something as simple as rush hour traffic or rising gas prices to steal our Christian joy.
“And [Jesus] said unto His disciples, Therefore I say unto you, Take no thought for your life, what ye shall eat; neither for the body, what ye shall put on.
The life is more than meat, and the body is more than raiment.”

              -Luke 12:22-23
What does Jesus mean when He says our life is more than food and our body more than clothing? He means there’s more to our existence than what is seen. If our physical life is sustained by food, which we’re here being told not to worry about, then can you imagine what Christ might have to say about some of the worries we entertain in this 21st century?
 
“Take no thought for material things. Things of eternal value cannot be purchased.”
“Don’t stress about retirement. Success isn’t measured by the size of your 401(k).”
“Don’t worry about your popularity. True acceptance is found in Me, not via Facebook.”

The fact is, we can control very few of the things we often worry about and even fewer of them are as important as we’d like to believe they are. We shelter ourselves with insurance policies and security systems, never realizing how much time we invest building up (or wishing for) a false sense of security in a world that is simply not our home.
 
I believe God is calling His people today to set their sights on eternity – to “stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.” (Galatians 5:1) Satan would love nothing more than to distract us from the race we’ve been called to run with trivial things, but may we instead seize this opportunity to renew our commitment to Christ and those things which truly matter. Only then can we hope to avoid the tragedy of a wasted life.
 

Book Review: “By Faith, Not By Sight”

If you’re an American Idol fan, then chances are you remember watching a few seasons ago as Scott MacIntyre became the first blind finalist in the show’s history. Born with a severe case of tunnel vision, MacIntyre’s entire life has been a story of overcoming obstacles many others would consider insurmountable: not only has he learned to live with virtual blindness, but he is living proof that one can thrive even amid the most difficult of circumstances – including being diagnosed with stage 4 renal (kidney) failure at the age of 19.

Equally as amazing as Scott’s resilience and musical ability is his academic success. At only 14 years of age, he was admitted to Arizona State University's Barrett Honors College and Herberger College of the Arts. He later obtained his masters degree at Royal Holloway, University of London and the Royal College of Music while still living independent of the assistance one would think necessary while living with blindness and a chronic disease.

While I do think some segments of this book were drawn out a bit too much, the underlying story is so inspiring that I still consider it a very worthwhile read. It’s definitely not necessary to be an American Idol fan in order to enjoy this book since that aspect of his story is largely sidelined until the closing chapters and, honestly, of all the books I’ve reviewed so far this is the one I’m most likely to recommend. Even if you don’t have a local library, consider picking up a copy at your local Christian Bookstore. It’s that good.

 

My Rating: 5/5 Stars

 

Disclaimer: I received this book free from the publisher in exchange for my honest review. I was not required to write a positive review and all expressed opinions are my own.

Graduation Speech

The following is the speech I delivered on 5/19/12 at my homeschool graduation ceremony:  

“Thank you everybody for coming. I’ve been extremely encouraged over the past several weeks as so many of you have offered your prayers and words of encouragement as I enter this new and exciting chapter of my life.

I remember starting school 13 years ago and thinking of this day as if it was an eternity away. Things like driving a car, having a job, and standing here today receiving my high school diploma were all things I looked forward to, but I could hardly imagine what life would be like without my daily studies and summer vacation. Life has changed drastically for me over the past twelve months, and I realize this trend will only continue over the next several years. Yet unlike many graduates, I don’t fear what lies ahead; instead, I am excited to learn what blessings God has in store for me as an adult and trust His promise in Jeremiah 29:11 applies to me: “For I know the thoughts that I think toward you saith the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil to give you an expected end.”

In 1 Corinthians 13:11, Paul wrote “When I was a child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child: but when I became a man, I put away childish things.” As I’ve prepared for this day and new season of my life, this is one verse God has reminded me of time and time again. I understand that many of the things I’ve become accustomed to throughout my school years will no longer apply to me as an adult, such as the privilege of having an answer book to explain everything I don’t understand. Life will no doubt present me with many challenging situations throughout my future, but I resolve today to trust God in those times to fulfill His promise in Proverbs 3:5-6, “Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and He shall direct thy paths.

Of course the accomplishment of my graduation would not even be a reality without the patience and determination of my mother over these past 13 years. She has taught me everything from learning how to read to learning how to tie my shoelace, and she deserves all of the credit for making this day a reality. I can’t begin to describe how much I appreciate her faithfulness to me and to the calling God has placed on her life to homeschool me and my sister.

I would also like to thank my sister, Bethany, for being a great sister and classmate; my aunt Shelley for coordinating so many great homeschool events with our local homeschool group; the Homeschool Foundation; and our state government for acknowledging the right of parents to educate their children at home.

Again, you’ll never know what your prayers have meant to me over these past several months and what it means to me to know I can count on your prayers in my future. I pray and trust that the days ahead will be as blessed as days gone by, and I thank God for the assurance that He will be with me every step of the way.”

The Trial of Your Faith

“And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to His purpose.”

               -Romans 8:28

More than six months of car shopping culminated yesterday afternoon with the purchase of my first car….Well, my second first car that is. Back in January I had a not-so-pleasant experience with a ‘99 Ford Taurus that I owned for a grand total of three full days, discovering after less than 100 miles that it had a bad transmission that would ultimately cost more to fix than the car was worth.

Of course just like any other guy my age, owning my first car has always been a dream of mine and one I was excited to see become a reality. And even though the bank preapproved me for a sizable loan without requiring a cosigner, no amount of prayer could give me peace about starting off my adult life in debt. (Thankfully I have a great mom who let me drive her car to my part time job while I saved up enough to pay cash.)  So I worked and saved for six months, and then all of my prayers led me to believe I was supposed to buy the car that I had to return less than a week later. I was confused, angry and very discouraged.

Some would say I misunderstood God’s leading. After all, where does a bad transmission fit into Jeremiah 29:11? Even after grappling with this question for the past 2+ months I’m not sure I can give the perfect answer to that question, although I do think God had a purpose in all of what took place. Didn’t God say that the trial of our faith worketh patience (James 1:3)? Without trying to sound sarcastic, I certainly think patience is more important than a seamless transition into my first car.

Maybe you’ve never had a car go bad three days after buying it, but I’m confident a large majority of my readers have faced their share of situations they didn’t understand. Even after “praying it through”, know that you still won’t understand all of the unexpected curveballs that come your way in life. But even when nothing is falling into place the way you think it should, trust that God has a purpose much higher, wiser, and greater than you thought He did (Isaiah 55:9). He usually does.

 

That’s My King

Wow. I just saw this video and it’s very possibly the most anointed three-minute sermon I’ve ever heard. There are no words to describe the glory of our Savior, but this man comes as close as any man can. Watch and be blessed.

Q&A: Heavenly Rewards

“Blessed are ye, when men shall revile you, and persecute you, and shall say all manner of evil against you falsely, for My sake.
Rejoice, and be exceeding glad: for great is your reward in heaven: for so persecuted they the prophets which were before you.”

               -Matthew 5:11, 12

I recently received an email from a follower that contained a very thought provoking question about heaven. In fact, her email has occupied so many of my thoughts over these last two days that I decided to go ahead and respond publicly rather than via return email as I usually do. Here is her question:

“When I read about Heaven, I get the idea that there are different rewards in Heaven. My pastor says all the time that what we do on earth, we will get rewarded for in Heaven. Why is that? There is no jealousy in Heaven. No one will envy another. So why would anyone care what rewards they will get in Heaven? They will be delighted and happy in Heaven because possessions and houses won’t matter. So why will our Heavenly experience matter by how much we do for God on earth?”

Any pastor who preaches various degrees of heavenly reward is absolutely correct in his thinking. Not only does it make sense that God would reward His children according to their individual obedience, but the Scriptures clearly indicate  that “every man shall receive his own reward according to his own labor.” (1 Corinthians 3:8) Just as Christ taught that the Pharisees would “receive greater damnation” for their wickedness and hypocrisy (Mark 12:40), the doctrines of Scripture also teach that “we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to that he hath done, whether it be good or bad.” (2 Corinthians 5:10)

Of course, as it was so aptly pointed out above, there will be no jealousy in heaven. It’s certainly hard to imagine my fellow brother receiving more treasures and authority than myself without harboring feelings of anger and resentment, yet we know that heaven is a place where “the former things [including jealousy!] are passed away.” (Revelation 21:4) In accordance with Romans 12:15 we will join others in their heavenly celebration, not pout because we’re discontent with what we were given.

I’ll admit, the idea of additional rewards in heaven seems redundant. Isn’t heaven itself enough? Yes, but I also believe that our heavenly Father’s ways are much higher, wiser, and greater than our own (Isaiah 55:8, 9). It didn’t make much sense in humanity’s eyes that God would choose a stable as the birthplace for His Son, or a poor, small-town couple to serve as His foster parents. Yet this is what pleased the Father and the very way He chose to author our salvation (Colossians 1:19; Hebrews 12:2). I can’t help but think the same is true when it comes to eternity and its rewards; God doesn’t owe us anything, but chooses to give us “exceeding abundantly above all that we ask or think” because we are His children in whom He delights (Ephesians 3:20; Proverbs 12:22).

Regardless of whatever treasures we may have waiting for us in heaven, my heart tells me  that I’m utterly unworthy of it all. Any Christian who serves God for material gain will one day realize they’ve not gained a thing, while those who go about doing their “reasonable service” will find riches beyond all comprehension (Romans 12:1; Luke 17:10).